sit back n reminiscing

well....
hurm
dunno where to start...
but evrynyte i will end up like dis....
lying on my bed...tinkin...wondering...
evrytyme i had a crush on sumone..i will end up like dis...
i dunno how to express my feeling toward dat particular person
i just do...

damn aite...
hell yeay....
i dun have any appropriate pick-up line...
dunno how to start a conversation...
or even in a chat...
i will start wif "HYE..."
den cont wif a few feedback...
n d rest is goes on...
but suddenly the chat will end like dat...
suddenly stop when i dunno wut else to write...
wut else to ask...
ahahahahah
silly me!!!

issit bcosh im kinda shy
issit bcosh im too stunned to xpress anytin
or issit bcosh i just dunno wut to do next...
wut action shud b taken next?
huhu...
dis kind of feeling really haunting me ryte now...
or issit im oredy destined not to b 2gether wif d one dat i lyke
not 2 get 2 noe d one dat i adore better...
hurmm....i just dunno

i just hope dat one day...
i will have the strength to xpress my own feelin
to d one dat i like
to d person dat i admire
but evrytyme i keep on tinkin of dis...
i just afraid dat i will loosing him... :(